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Because reasons.
Just a little note to self:
November/December 2009 - Started Save Us!
July 2010 - Finished writing it
April 2011 - Working on editing the second full draft of it
October 2011 - Started the rewrite
March 28, 2012 - Finished first draft of rewrite
Anyway.
Life.
Things I'm Doing:
- Drama Club [co-directing that with my friend], first performance is on Wednesday. So scary.
- Into the Woods [Narrator]. We just started that and it's going to be amazing.
- Shakesquad [Henry V and Midsummer Night's Dream and Romeo and Juliet; I'm in the first two] and that is 5:30-8:30 on Thursdays and 1-4 on Saturdays unless we do fight choreography and then it's 9-4 on Saturdays (like tomorrow).
- School.
- Still trying to apply for summer stuff
- And still trying to write this damn novel
Anyway.
I've been saying this for a year and a half, so it seems like my life has not stopped being insanely busy for a year and a half. I think it's a sort of an addiction. It's like I have to be busy or I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Or maybe it's to distract myself.
Oh well.
Anyway.
I should stop saying anyway.
That's about it. I really don't have anything else to say.
I'm not dead.
I guess that's good.
Um.
Yeah.
The end.
Just a little note to self:
November/December 2009 - Started Save Us!
July 2010 - Finished writing it
April 2011 - Working on editing the second full draft of it
October 2011 - Started the rewrite
March 28, 2012 - Finished first draft of rewrite
Anyway.
Life.
Things I'm Doing:
- Drama Club [co-directing that with my friend], first performance is on Wednesday. So scary.
- Into the Woods [Narrator]. We just started that and it's going to be amazing.
- Shakesquad [Henry V and Midsummer Night's Dream and Romeo and Juliet; I'm in the first two] and that is 5:30-8:30 on Thursdays and 1-4 on Saturdays unless we do fight choreography and then it's 9-4 on Saturdays (like tomorrow).
- School.
- Still trying to apply for summer stuff
- And still trying to write this damn novel
Anyway.
I've been saying this for a year and a half, so it seems like my life has not stopped being insanely busy for a year and a half. I think it's a sort of an addiction. It's like I have to be busy or I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Or maybe it's to distract myself.
Oh well.
Anyway.
I should stop saying anyway.
That's about it. I really don't have anything else to say.
I'm not dead.
I guess that's good.
Um.
Yeah.
The end.
Hello, there.
"We'd hit the bottom. I thought it was my fault. And in a way I guess it was. I'm just now finding out what it was all about."
Alright. Hello again.
I'm trying to remain somewhat connected to all parts of my... exceedingly stressful and strenuous and insane life. Not going so well, but A for effort, eh? Anyway, tech week is next week. So I know I will be all sorts of crazy. Don't count on hearing from me. At all. Ever again. Cause I might just die.
Other than that, not much news. Just trying to balance work and not work. And sleep.
"Love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah."
Lots of q
Um.
EDIT -- forgot my quote(s).
Apollo: What's the charge this time?
Starbuck: Striking a superior asshole.
Apollo: And I bet you've been waiting all day to say that one.
Starbuck: Most of the afternoon, yeah.
Starbuck [to a group of nuggets]: Pilots call me Starbuck, you may refer to me as God.
Just a little Starbuck for you.
...I'll explain later.
So.
Wow.
It's kind of been like... a long time since I've updated this.
Or anything.
At all.
Cause my life is officially insane.
Every single day of the week I wake up before 10. Weekdays I wake up before 7 (sometimes 5, sometimes 6:45). Saturdays are 9-10, and Sundays are like 8. Unl
Damn.
So I realized...
November/December 2009 - Started Save Us!
July 2010 - Finished writing it
April 2011 - Working on editing the second full draft of it
Damn.
Just a little moment of realization
I've been working on this for about a year and a half.
Forever?
"You never stop loving someone. You either never did or you always will."
I saw this on someone's profile on inkpop.com ...
and it made me stop and think.
It made me realize how big our lives our and how little and how much one day matters in the retrospect of everything.
"You either NEVER DID or you ALWAYS WILL."
Always is a long time, kiddos. Forever. So maybe some people I've said I love, I don't, and people I've denied loving, I do. I don't know. It's kind of scary, like I don't even know what I think about this.
I could say this quote made a big impact on me.
Do I love anyone? Have I ever? What is love, to friendship, to lik
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I know how the busy thing is. It's stressful, but it's more fun in a way.