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I Don't Know
There comes a point in life
When definitions surround you.
Who - what - why?
Deep inside everyone,
There is a truth, or two.
The scariest part is when
You don't know what it is.
When the person you know least
Is yourself.
Those questions - you can't answer.
Who - what - why?
I don't know.
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When we used to talk for hours.
We were so thoughtless, so free.
You were so real.
You were everything to me.
And still - remember?
How we waited for you?
We were so constant.
We were so true.
But now - where are you?
I can't really say.
It hardly even matters.
What happened then, it's now.
And you're almost gone.
Fortius quo fidelius, you said.
Strength through loyalty.
Honor virutis preamium.
Honor is the reward of virtue.
Adversus solem ne loquitor, you said.
Don't speak against the sun.
Vir sapit qui pauca loquitor.
The man is wise who speaks little.
We are strong and we are honorable.
But we won't waste our time any longer;
The sun isn't moving.
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All I Wanted
Through the years
And even now
I've learned one thing
That I know now
Through my trouble
And through my joy
Only one thing
Did I enjoy
The sight of you
Saying my name
Hearing you laugh
It's always the same
Even though
Sometimes you've been
Spiteful, offensive
Altogether annoying
I can't help but think
If it weren't for you
I don't know what
I - now - would do.
You are the only thing
I've ever wanted
You are the one
That I've always loved
And now I can't tell
Anyone the truth
It would hurt too much
Do no good.
For times have changed
And we have grown
And you have a love
All to your own
And hearts can expand
And your love can grow
For that's more important
Than I can now show.
For you to be happy
Is my biggest wish
Even though you
Can be such a bitch -
A jerk, so self centered
Not having a care
For what you might hurt
Or who you might scare.
So many times
You've hacked at my heart
And still I can't stop
Loving the part
That smiles and laughs
That is such a fool
That might have loved me
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Drifting Away
I feel them - they're slipping away.
Their lives are turning,
Their minds are falling,
And I'm here to stay.
I'm losing my hold - they're falling.
There's nothing I can do,
There's nothing I can say,
They're slipping, falling away.
Melding into one - a single mind.
I'd rather they be two,
But there's nothing I can do,
They're drifting away from me.
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I put my faith in you
You also had my credo.
You've had it for so long -
But now, you're gone.
When are you coming home?
I've only been waiting
Something like half a year.
And I know there's been trouble,
I've had my fair share.
But is it too much to ask
What's going on?
I don't feel I know you -
Or you life, at that.
Though I may have before...
Not anymore, not now.
Not now that my hope is almost gone,
The gauge is reaching zero.
I'm starting to wonder
If you're gone for good...
And if you think it's good you're gone.
I would disagree,
And you would laugh.
But see, I make up
Conversations in my head.
But they're no good
Cause it's only me.
You're gone, it's been half a year.
I can't say when - if you'll be back.
Now, I don't even know why you're gone.
But what can I do
But sit and wait
Cause it seems as if
I can't be trusted
To know the truth
Of your case.
So I'm drifting away,
I'm up in the air,
I'm falling down, but I don't really care.
I'm losing control
And I don't know why -
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Silver Strings
Hands fly across the silver strings like birds
Singing and dancing, they make a bright tune
A drifting song, it has no need for words,
I hear your soul; it shines just like the moon.
You face displays the passion held within:
I see your love for life, your heart is pure.
Eyes closed; you find yourself being drawn in
Your soul flies up and through the sky it soars
You're like a star, burning so bright and strong
With the pure humility of the lamb;
Not striving for wealth or glory – you long
Just for the joy the music brings. I am
In awe, for tis strange to feel your music
Making my heart dance and my soul frolic.
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Lonely Miles
When the moon shines on your face
It unveils your shameless grace
Spreading joy throughout your world
Spinning, soaring, there it swirls.
There it stays within thy sight
Far away within thy night
Far from me where I lay now
With my eyes closed and head bowed.
Those lonely miles stand between
Your shining face, my cruel dream.
That which is false is not true:
Just as I cannot see you.
Like the wall from where they stayed
Pyramus and Thisbe lay
Parted by a solid wall
Where my lonely miles crawled.
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Every day it's all the same
Look for work, scavenge for food.
Cheat and lie, hardly get by:
Oh what a life we live.
Walking the streets,
Head held high
Shoes still shining,
Rifle at the ready:
Searching for trouble,
Looking to fix what's awry.
All hail the king,
We kill for any wrong.
Little snitch
Stole my bread
He went that way
Catch him please
I am honest
He is not
Punish him please
They must be taught.
Life is hard
There's no work
Out of jobs
And out of hope
Not our fault
We're just pawns
Blame the king
And his bloody reforms.
Little children, hardly grown
Dirty living in the gutters.
We were given promises of freedom:
Tis the latter they have to live up to.
Silently plotting
In the dark
We kindle a flame
Daring to revolt.
All this talk of revolution
Doesn't help to feed the kids
Who cares for freedom:
I just want to sell my bread.
Their light must fail
Their hope cannot heal
The King must rule
They must fall.
Catch the criminals
Kill them all
Save the people
That's what I'm here f
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Lucifer's Revolution
These days are dark
For I don't know when they end
And though we may sing in joy
Our fate might be doomed.
For those long ago that sang
For Freedom and Revolution
Never knew till it came
Their Revolution was all in vain.
So who are we to think
Our lives are any more than theirs?
We strive for the same stars:
Who's to say we won't fall like Lucifer?
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Happy Again
I can't stand this waiting
This contemplation of pain
I just want to scream,
I just want things right again.
This wasn't supposed to happen,
You're supposed to be okay.
I can't understand this twist,
What's the matter with you, anyway?
I just want to go back
To when it was all fine
We were all happy
Your smile was just divine.
But now I can hardly remember
How it was back then
For it's been so very long
Since we've been happily together.
All I want is you,
You to pull straight through,
You to be happy again,
Us to be together: it's a plan.
But if this is possible,
I have no clue...
I don't even know
What's going on with you.
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I sit here, thinking
Of all that's come and passed
And I wonder how we came
To be ourselves at last.
I thought that we were over,
I thought I hated you.
Now as I think back
I cringe but know it's true.
I wanted to to be gone
I wanted this to end,
Yet now I feel the guilt:
Just look at what I've done.
Just look at how it's happened,
What's been said and done and past
And tell me something truthful:
Why didn't this last?
I can't believe it's happening this way
I can't begin to comprehend
I wish I'd never came to wish
That you'd just be gone at last.
Just be careful what you wish for
For it might actually come true
It sure did for me
Who knows what it will do to you.
I can't say I want it now
But I did so want it then.
I must have seen things in a light
Very different from tonight,
For now all I feel
Is disgust for what I did.
I'm sorry for all I've thought,
And wish I'd never even started
To believe what I thought I knew
For I think I didn't have faith in you.
But from now I will strive
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Because reasons.

Just a little note to self:

November/December 2009 - Started Save Us!
July 2010 - Finished writing it
April 2011 - Working on editing the second full draft of it
October 2011 - Started the rewrite
March 28, 2012 - Finished first draft of rewrite


Things I'm Doing:

- Drama Club [co-directing that with my friend], first performance is on Wednesday. So scary.
- Into the Woods [Narrator]. We just started that and it's going to be amazing.
- Shakesquad [Henry V and Midsummer Night's Dream and Romeo and Juliet; I'm in the first two] and that is 5:30-8:30 on Thursdays and 1-4 on Saturdays unless we do fight choreography and then it's 9-4 on Saturdays (like tomorrow).
- School.
- Still trying to apply for summer stuff
- And still trying to write this damn novel

I've been saying this for a year and a half, so it seems like my life has not stopped being insanely busy for a year and a half. I think it's a sort of an addiction. It's like I have to be busy or I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Or maybe it's to distract myself.

Oh well.

I should stop saying anyway.

That's about it. I really don't have anything else to say.
I'm not dead.
I guess that's good.
The end.
  • Listening to: No More [Into the Woods]
  • Reading: Les Miserables
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Eating: I'm actually really hungry...
  • Drinking: I need some water. Still.


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Sagatio Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I feel bad, I didn't come up here and say "Happy birthday", but then I see it's been 22 weeks since you were last online.

I hope you're okay.
EverDriftingStray Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Athi and I miss you, lovey. Hope you're doing well.
BrightRainbowCat Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2012
I miss you
A song came on at work today that made me think of you so I had to come say hi.
Love you <3
Sagatio Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I wonder how your summer is going. Do tell me how your plays have been.

And Les Miserables will be in the theaters by Autumn if memory serves me correctly.
BrightRainbowCat Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012
I miss you.
SavedGraceZ Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012  Student Writer
I miss you too.
We should talk sometime.
Sagatio Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Hobbyist Writer


SavedGraceZ Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012  Student Writer
D: /criesforever.


Sagatio Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
>:C /hugs


SavedGraceZ Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2012  Student Writer
D: don'trage

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